Wednesday, December 15, 2004

christmas is coming soooon
tooo bad that kat is going to bc
tooo bad that dora lives in vaughan now.
tooo bad that jo and i live in waterloo.

....i don't even know the point of this. but i wanna hang out with the three of you right NOW. however, we're in the middle of exams. dora is in ottawa.

it's jsut been too long.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

this song brings back memories.... boy do i miss that summer.

Sweet Mercies

It's our confession, Lord,
That we are weak,
So very weak, but you are strong.
And though we've nothing, Lord,
To lay at your feet,
We come to your feet And say, "Help us along."

A broken heart and a contrite spirit
You have yet to deny.
Your heart of mercy
Beats with love's strong current.
Let the river flow,
By your Spirit now, Lord we cry.

Let your mercies fall from heaven,
Sweet mercies flow from heaven.
New mercies for today,
Shower them down, Lord, as we pray.

Friday, December 03, 2004

where is everyone?

finals time... destress.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

i miss you girls....
yes i do realize two of you live next door....
but things have changed... u guys are still my best friends.... nothing's changed THAT.... but it just seems like... things are different from high school....

i dunno.... almost too much time for thought (as in... there is a lot of time to think... or there's too much thinking) when i talk to ppl here... it's like... i drain my head... when talking to people...
i miss the light conversations we had about nothing, because we COULD... not because we weren't intelligent enough to talk about other things... but because when we talked to one another... it was just comfortable to talk about the light fluffy things... and it was cool.
i just miss you guys....

i feel as i've suddenly floated away on another planet.... so detached...
jasy/kat- i HATE how our schedules don't match- i'm switching to arts :S
dora- become an electrical engineer... that's 8 stream >.<

Thursday, November 11, 2004

hi i feel like it's been a while! :(

so i really need to get over him ... (let's keep "his" name anonymous here just in case) ... i dunno. i think i really read into things too much. every time i'm with him i feel like the most special person ever. but i think he just generally makes people feel really special and like he's paying so much attention to you whenever you're around him. but it's not jsut for ONE person. man. what a lucky girl taht'll be. *sigh* but yeah. i'm just setting myself up to be hurt.... must stop.

anyways i'm really obsessed with the song "This one's For the Girls" by Martina McBride and i thought of you girls. so here's some of the lyrics:

This one's for the girls,
who've ever had a broken heart,
who've wished upon a shooting star,
you're beautiful the way you are,
This one's for the girls,
who loved without holding back,
who dreamed with everything they had,
all around the world,
This one's for the girls.

Monday, November 01, 2004

makeover :P

improvements to follow ;)
if you don't like your side picture send me a picture you like and i'll change it :P

Saturday, October 23, 2004

hey sexies i jsut wanted to say that it's only one week until we're all together again :)

talked to anastasia tonite and apparently there is some sort of dance after commencement? like an arranged one... ? i dunno... why dont;' think give us any information!?!? grrr hey know what i'm excited about ?? the yearbook supplement!

so next fri dor, when you get up here, get someone to drop you off here and then we're gonna prolly go to value village? .. jo-- can you get the car? i just figured out that we have too many ppl ...i.e. dev, marilyn, and emzhei are all apparently coming and then me you and dora.. sorry kat i think you have class?.. that's six ppl but we could try to squish... your car is ok to squish. but also not sure whtehr alison and jaqueline wanna come too soooooooooo i dunno why i'm typing all this here but i'm excited for dor to come down yay yayayayay
know what i've never actually been to value village!

i can't believe it's 3:30 i'm not tired AT ALL i think it's because of the mocha blah. tmrw i'm going to take buckley's so i can get better. :( ... i'm gonna try and sleep now... the new layout is

UNDER CONSTRUCTION. :P

Thursday, September 30, 2004

okay guys.., i'm sorry that I haven't been posting as much as you would all(dora) like :P so i'll make an effort to try posting more k :)I'm sorry if they end up being pointless or whatever...:P

I guess you can say that the uni experience has been good so far, i'm glad my parents gave me the chance to live in res..and even if it is only for a year...cause I probably wouldn't be having as much fun otherwise.

hahahah jasy just play a card trick on me, and she got it to work and now shes jumping for joy..ahhaha maybe i should go lock her out now hehehehe

another good thing is that I can share about my 'life story/problems' without crying, and a way it's good..becuase i feel like the people i tell can know more of why i am like this or who i am more... yah,but...now the only thing i have to work on ..is getting the events in order :S

Okay..time to read..talk to you all very very very soon :D

Monday, September 27, 2004

three weeks in...
and i've just started to realize it's the little things that i'm starting to miss first... the things that during high school wouldn't really mean that much....

like jasy said.. the staggering.... the accessibility... just having u guys there- even if it was just for a laugh.... it's the small things that i'm beginning to look for here in people i've met... and i can't find it...

*sigh*... in a very mellow mood
hey girlies :)
just got back from class and was just thinking about you guys and some of the fun things we did in highschool... this is kind of pointless but you know our "friends stagger" thing...

well no one does that here.

and i miss it.

Monday, September 13, 2004

hey girlies
first off i'd like to say i miss you dor with all my heart
secondly yeah boys suck and GROSSSSSSS abotu the facil guy like ew! wtf...

i had my first class this morning .. it's baout life cycle and normal events which sounds kinda boring but it's actually super interesting and i'm actually excited to read the text and write my paper (i'm a nerd!)

there's a girl on our floor that i can't stand... but i'm trying to get over it just bedcuase.. i dunno.. i guess i jsut feel like a lot of things i've been doingare a super bad witness. such as being a bitch. lol

but gawd.. this girl is the goddess of annoyingness..

i just realized that if we're gonna talk baout ppl in here we should make code names lol jus like "old times" man... ok like two weeks ago old ;) ...

when are we gonna go visit carleton, jo and kat? and when are you coming down here dora?

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

a few more days...

guys..

sigh

welcome to september.

Monday, August 02, 2004

hello to my three favourite people :)
china has been beautiful. for convenience sake i'm going to refer to mainland china as mchina and to hongkong as hk... it's easier that way.. that's how my trip has been seperated i guess.

i just got back from mchina a few hours ago... i stayed at my family's farming village for four days... those four days. i've been thinking a lot about it even while i was at my aunt's resort down in a different part of mchina for the past four days... i dunno if i'm going through some kind of mini-semi-culture shock but... i just can't get it out of my head. the lifestyle there is just really that different. and there are friendships i made there that i really treasure but, being frank with myself, will not be able to develop further. i guess i just came to appreciate the way things were there. and coming back to hk i'm really just not as psyched up as i was when i first arrived... but anyways hk is really fun too :) i just really miss it there in mm waa.

while i was at my aunt's resort in mchina which was really nice as well i had this sudden moment (as corny as it may seem) where i was sitting on the bed and just realized how incredibly much i've missed you all. i haven't had a spare moment since i got off the plane but pretty much the first dull moment i had to just sit and stare at the wall i thought of the three of you. how everything's changed right under my nose. i've been shopping and everything's changed. here's where this blog begins to truly mean so much to me.

anyways sorry. dora post/email your new addy. oh guys i got in to china101! and oh i'm sleeping over at dora's place the wknd of the 14th... i dunno about jo and kat's plans but before dora goes to ottawa, before frosh week, whateverwhatever... we gotta have a last kinda farewell thingy. i heard i missed dora's waterloo farewell party :P bummer. bleh.

anyways PLANPLANPLAN! BLOGBLOGBLOG... miss you girls with all my heart.

Thursday, July 29, 2004

greetings from HK : )
As of right now......... i'm sitting here @ alex's "work"........ on a computer :D
lol
it's the longest i've been on in like a WEEEEEEEEEK
i've been gone a WEEK and a few days. Can u believe it!?
been gone 9 days... exactly 2 weeks left before i come home : )

yea... hk has beennnnnnnnn interesting :P
the past week i've been running around like a chicken with it's head cut off :P because Heidi was only here one week overlapping with me....... we had to do all the "family" stuff in the past week....... soooooooo it's been really busy, hot and headachey. but..... nonetheless
the shopping is great, the food is great : )
miss you guys lots tho : ( sometimes........ even if you're in a great great place.... u can't help but miss home because of the company...
will see u guys soon tho : )
buying lots and lots of stuff : )
and yea.. jasy how's china!?

Friday, July 02, 2004

picture courtesy jo Posted by Hello

Monday, June 28, 2004

i can't believe we finally made it to the zoo!
haaha those monkeys.... :P
things i learned over this week:

1. kreazeless is the only group of ppl we can all be stupid with, sing disney songs on the street with, fart at, sit on eachother's heads, and still totally love eachother at the end of it. mostly. haha :) what will i do in the fall? grow up? i think not.

2. we make fun of eachother alOT.

3. if we all lived together we'd kill eachoher within a month. ;)

Monday, June 21, 2004

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! don't ask why i'm up. i don't even know! it's 6:30AM!!!! and my HIGH SCHOOL CAREER is officially over in 4 hrs. PRAY FOR ME GIRLS!!!!! *EEEEEEEEEEEEK* JO IS FREAKING OUT O_O
hahahaha why am i up? i should be SLEEEEEEEEPING... actualyl... should be studying... but i'm way too excited about this being over......... *sigh*... my exam will be DONE by the time u guys wake up lol
but pray pray? yes yes : )

Saturday, June 19, 2004

yay girlies
tuuuuuunes!: Start Angry, End Mad by Moneen hahaha htis is such a great song

thanks to ebri for hosting the song for us! :D

Thursday, June 10, 2004

WHy is it that the person( guys) who do something so ridiculous nad selfish are the ones who we least expect them from. All i know is taht you guys are awesome, beautiful, smart individuals and if guys are just too stupid to see that, it's their loss NOT yours and when they finally reazlie what htey have done or they haven't done, it would already be too late, cause you guys have found someone/something better. Prom is overated adn guys are just jerks, but most importantly, I love you all.

so.. i hope that made sense

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

it was imagined to be the highlight of our highschool lives, the grande finale to this four year opus, what it is, is a disappointment. what gets to me is the pointlessness of it all. how you rejected me, proceeded to ask one of my best friends, and then after hour upon hour of soaking my notes and smearing my telephone in tears, a headache of stepping back and forth in indecision, resentment between close friends, and painful reconciliation-- you tell her you dont' want to go with her anymore.

this is a personal reflection and hence i'm not going to ramble on about how what you did to my friend was horrible, which it was, but what i will say is how dare you waste my time, how dare you hurt my friendship, how dare you make light of two people's emotions? and all for what? nothing. absolutely nothing. except MORE pain, MORE tears. you dont' deserve any of our friendships. you are seriously the lowest lifeform there is. i hope you spend prom night lying in a pool of dog piss coming to the understanding of how much of a jerk you are.

prom has really done nothing to me but make me feel ugly and unwanted, hurt my friendships, and disappoint me. but one good thing. just one. the knowledge and comfort that when it comes down to it, the four of us are still there for eachother. and we still do put eachother first. and if we all go single (except kat haha)or if we all go with hot dates, we will go with the full intention of having a blast with eachother and ending this year off with the biggest frickin bang you can possibly imagine, regardless of what hurt whoever has caused us. why? because we're kreazeless.
haha how corny. but it's true. you can't even put a 'crease' in our friendship.

damn. i have the best friends in the world.
i think prom brings out the worst in people. the romantic people become even more mushy and yucky and romantic. the single people become vicious in finding a date. the people with dates are vicious in trying to keep them. and all girls are going insane trying to find a dress unique enough so no one else gets the same one.

but prom is supposed to be a time, where high school friends make memories.. one last time. to dress up, have fun, and just.... remember.

i think i've been punched in the gut one too many times over this prom business. this idea of "oooh i want a date" that's been instilled in my mind since day 1 has been the cause of my pain, the cause of the scattered pieces of my ego.

i think the thing that hurts the most is the fact that two people i trusted implicitly were the ones that took me down and threw me out. it was as if they picked me up, thought "awwww" then, looked again and was like "ewwww" and threw me away.

that hurt me. it hurt me deep.

i know i'll forgive.... and forget.... but i don't think i ever wanna go through prom ever again.

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

oh my goodness.. can you guys believe it's june?
four years pass by in the blink of an eye!

ew ryan lynch is sitting at the computer across from me
excuse me while i go throw up now.

Friday, May 28, 2004

okay first things first--- ...............

PROM!

1. dress 2. limo... in less than a month's time.

oh and hahahahaha.... the new kreazless button:



how do i just display the code?

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

PLEASE tell me i am not that ugly.
good gawd someone....

i really, really need to cry.

Sunday, May 09, 2004

hahaha... let's make a burn book

am i total bitch for saying that?... haha..

but seriously though... i know it's horrible, but it so seemed like something we would do...

along with the map of the cafeteria thing, which we've already done :P

"you're really pretty!"
"thankyou!"
"so you agree"
"huh?"
"you think you're really pretty."

lol

Saturday, May 08, 2004

hehehehehehe JOnathan Bennett is sooo cute :) LOL

Friday, May 07, 2004

MEAN GIRLS TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9:10
mean girls + kreazeless= YAYYYYYYYYYYYY

oh btw, notice how kat NEVER writes anything??? HellooooooooOOOooo

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

i'm sitting at the computer next to dreads...
he doesn't have a nice face at all. his side view is much better.

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

there is a guy sitting behind us (d, j) in dreads. he is really cute. because dreads can make the ugliest guy hot. except he isn't ugly. so ........ yeah.

love actually is all around. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

prom = death.

Saturday, April 17, 2004

GUUYS!!!! what happened to us updating like every day? lol lol : )
it's like once over WEEK now... we're in a lull.. STUPID SCHOOL
ANYWAY new pic of us... @ the pho place april 9th : )

Saturday, April 10, 2004

i had fun yesterday guys, thanks :)
btw-- anne hathaway actually sang all those songs herself!

Sunday, April 04, 2004

*sigh*....
we need to rethink prom lists....... for me @ least

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

so our MOVIE :D hehehehe i'm excited

"Kreazeless: the movie"
"Kreazeless: a history"
"Kreazeless: in university"
"the return of Kreazeless" <-- that's the last one where we all come BACK after university and do like reunion lol : )

hehehehe okie :D we got it set :D

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

apparently some people (as in more than one person) said to jo :

"you and kat are so different from jasy and dora... how can u guys really be best friends?"

what does that mean? like... how can we *really* be best friends? like you mean we can be partially best friends but not really? okay i dont' get it.

here's how. please add to the list as you think of ideas.

1. we stagger. friends stagger.
2. how incredibly boring would it be if we were all the exact same. SNORE.
3. if we were ALL assertive or ALL not assertive (for example) we would never get anything done.
4. we can all scream really loud. we have that in common.
5. we have a band i mean come on.
6. we LOVE JESUS.
7. our differences compliment eachother. eg. one of us might have a better taste in clothes which can HELP echother, others a better work ethic, or a better knowledge of politics/sports/science/ etc etc etc etc... you get the point.
i've decided
i'm going to formal alone
guys are not worth my time

Sunday, March 14, 2004

a taste of next year

kreazeless all split up for march break.

*sigh*

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

mine's on my reg. blog http://jazzyme.blogspot.com

soooooooooooo............................... we're like... all single now..... and prom is approaching...............................

...........LIST!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 08, 2004

FAIRY TALE

Once upon a time there has a young BUSINESS WOMAN named MAX BALLARD. He was UNCONTROLLABLY LAUGHING in the SILLY forest when he met HAPPY WILL TURNER, a run-away MARINE BIOLOGIST from the CONTENT Queen DORA.

MAX BALLARD could see that HAPPY WILL TURNER was hungry so he reached into his CUP and give him his DITZY STEAK. HAPPY WILL TURNER was thankful for MAX BALLARD's STEAK, so he told MAX BALLARD a very DISGUISTING story about Queen DORA's daughter KATHRYN. How her mother, the CONTENT Queen DORA, kept her locked away in a THEATER protected by a gigantic DOLPHIN, because KATHRYN was so SMART.

MAX BALLARD LAUGHED. He vowed to HAPPY WILL TURNER the MARINE BIOLOGIST that he would save the SMART KATHRYN. He would GIGGLE the DOLPHIN, and take KATHRYN far away from her eveil mother, the CONTENT Queen DORA, and WAVE her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a FUNNY LIGHTNING and HAPPY WILL TURNER the MARINE BIOLOGIST began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic DOLPHIN from his story. CONTENT Queen DORA SMIRKED out from behind a TAPIOCA and struck MAX BALLARD dead. In the far off THEATER you could hear a BUZZ.

THE END.

Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com

Sunday, March 07, 2004

okay so everyone should make one of these stories :D

FAIRY TALE

Once upon a time there has a young SOCIAL WORKER named ORLANDO BLOOM. He was JOYFULLY PLAYING in the NICE forest when he met PRETTY LEGOLAS :D, a run-away PHYSIOTHERAPIST from the HOT Queen JASMINE.

ORLANDO BLOOM could see that PRETTY LEGOLAS :D was hungry so he reached into his BOX and give him his SAD DUMPLINGS. PRETTY LEGOLAS :D was thankful for ORLANDO BLOOM's DUMPLINGS, so he told ORLANDO BLOOM a very YUMMY story about Queen JASMINE's daughter JOANNA. How her mother, the HOT Queen JASMINE, kept her locked away in a CASTLE protected by a gigantic DRAGON, because JOANNA was so FUNNY.

ORLANDO BLOOM RAN. He vowed to PRETTY LEGOLAS :D the PHYSIOTHERAPIST that he would save the FUNNY JOANNA. He would DIE the DRAGON, and take JOANNA far away from her eveil mother, the HOT Queen JASMINE, and FLY her.

Then, all of the sudden, there was a HAPPY SNOW and PRETTY LEGOLAS :D the PHYSIOTHERAPIST began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic DRAGON from his story. HOT Queen JASMINE SAT out from behind a TREE and struck ORLANDO BLOOM dead. In the far off CASTLE you could hear a WHEE.

THE END.

Make your own Fairy Tale at fuali.com

Saturday, March 06, 2004

everyone check out the new extension to our blog-- "Kreazeless Says"

kat-- accept the invitation to join it

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

okay, so i'm finally blogging :) Well, the reports just came in and the doctor confirmed that i don't need a surgery for SURE! darn, no excuse to not go to university :P I'm just kidding. THe doctor said that I'm fine and that if I were to go in for another check up, the earliest would have to be July 31..hence don't ever come back. yah :) alrighty back to work, and it has been the SLOOOOOWEST day ever!

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

do you think Faukme could be a name?! or maybe Fakme...

so what happened to our story!?!?!
right hideous witches... erm.... how about.... i actually don't not like anyone enough for them to be my evil witch!!!!

Thursday, February 26, 2004

dora and her man (sorry phil)



msn conversation: ...edited by Jasmine Choi

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
hhahahha i've decided to not go into journalism

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
lol are you kdding?

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
but rather, getting a degree in the proper techniques of making out with a one mel gibson

PT says:
well.. for u.. u have to start with courses in geriatrics

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
and then after that i shall get my masters in making out with a one jim caviezel

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
I DO'NT KNOW WHAT GERIATRICS IS!!!!!!!

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
me neither!!!

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
lol

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
of COURSE i hafta be the first to admit aGAIN

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
haha

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
i was going to wait until it became apparent of what it meant

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
lol

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
"my publisher doesn't think ANYONE knows what senescence means... do you know what it means?"

PT says:
Geriatrics.. the care of old people

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
so trueeeeeeeee

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
HEY!! mel can only get better-looking and stronger with age

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
'tis what he has been doing

PT says:
so there is hope for me oto?

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
hmmmm maybe not so much

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
HAHHA JUST KIDDING

PT says:
i gave up years ago.. that's why i married an older woman... so i'll always be the younger looking one!

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
hahahahahahah but chris looks younger than you!!

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
KID-ding

PT says:
it's the stress of my job

Changerbanger ~ no more spider solitaire: day 2 says:
yaaa THAT's it....

PT says:
how can i sleep properly every nite when i have to think about my teen girls wanting to sleep with a grandfather

moomoobear- no chips, chocolate, and grudges held. [39] says:
this is so funny i'm posting it on kreazeless
new picture on the side. one that doesn't make us look like we weigh three hundred pounds haha AND the one that's going in the yearbook--IN COLOUR :P ;P i smudged brad blowes out of it. :P

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

so i heard kat's okay!!! :D
kat ar eyou okay??

Thursday, February 19, 2004

wutwut? a new look :P
bit more organized... more space to write stuff...
i dunno how to fill all this space tho...
anyays screw around with it as you wish
hopefully dora can see thsi one better

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

so how's abotu that mass suicide guys?
my house today after school? :P

Sunday, February 15, 2004

post formal reflection

it was... *ohhhh*kay....
on a scale of "funness" 1-10 i give it a 7
i'd say once again the "getting ready" and the "hype" was more fun than the actual thing... except for the very end of the getting ready eee... :P
well it was nice to spend time with friends anyways :)
especially some people who you know you're never going to see againa fter this year.

gonna get pictures up soon yayy (ps. don't put any NASTY or fat looking pictures of me on the net thankyou and please)

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don't remind me O_O

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

wooooot! i'm pretty much done my uw apppp!!!

today: sorry about crankiness and all the "i dont' want to go to formal anymore" stuff..
i kind of don't. just because i'm disappointed abotu a lot of things that have to do with it... and because i find i have so much less to be psyched abotu than everyone else. i think the only the i was excited abotu was my hair. hence the flippage (sorry) .. i mena, no new dress, no date, no makeup, ... so yeah.
eeee. but i'm going. i mena, i wanna hang out with you guys and plus i (or rather alex) already bought my ticket :P

tomorrow: going to the ROM tomorrow so i won't be at lunchie la :P

Thursday, January 29, 2004

OKOKOKOK :D
i named my prince :P
prince WESTLEY!
hehehe i know ugly name, but it's all good cuz in the princess pride princess buttercup (i.e. ME!!!!!!!) marries Westley, who isn't a prince but is cool anyway :D
ok :D so i'm done KAT'S TURN!!!!

Monday, January 26, 2004

okay so tomorrow if it's a snowday the dinner is pushed to wednesday since we wont' get to go to woodstock anyways if it's a snowday tomorrow :(

Sunday, January 25, 2004

[disclaimer: very very very angry while writing this. so i may not mean everything i say. although i do mean most of it. use discretion. as well, if you are sensitive about swearing or crude language and will be offended by it do not read on. (i am writing this after the fact.)]

so this started off as a blog about a certain guy who used to have a mohawk from waterloo collegiate. but as i begin to type, as my blood begins to boil ever more violently this is probably goign to turn into a rant about a bunch of different people.
so this guy said some stuff and whatever and i just... can't help but get kind of angry. just because of how i've been feeling lately in terms of friendships and being pushed aside and whatnot.

i'm not complaining abotu the situation (although i think he is stupid in it) as he may be joking or whatever so don't take it as it being abotu that. so he mentions something abotu getting to know new people blablabla. "what's wrong with getting to know new people?" well is there a reason that you're in a class with my friend and you haven't spoken a single word to her all year? is it because you're antisocial? or is it because you think you're too good for her. whatever. it's your loss. i hope on thenight of the formal the reason you dont' go is because you got your ugly skinny head run over by a truck.

PLUS just because people dont' go to ONE FRIGGIN SOCIAL EVENT doesn't mean they are ANTISOCIAL. it means they have BETTER things to do than sit around with a bunch of people they dont' even LIKE or kNOW. some people want to spend their time with people they actually care abotu doign things they actually enjoy.
OH and back to the MEETING people thing. i haven't seen you say ONE FRIGGING word to me since you started being so close with one of my best friends. actually you know WHAT? i'd have to say that i don't see ANYONE in that whole group even giving a crap about getting ot know me. with the exception of bk and hh who i actually like.
what you dont' think it fucking hurts that one of your best friends is hanging out with some other people now (which is totally fine) and the other people dont' even give a shit abotu getting to knwo you???? you dont' think it hurts when you sit down at our lunch table and talk to her abotu this event and that event that i wasn't even invited to that these people do not give a shit abotu what my fucking name is?!
well it does. it hurts. but you'll never read this so it doesnt' fucking matter does it?!?!

yeah. i'm really sure SHE is the one who is so horrible. i'm really sure SHE is the one who is making people feel so bad. i'm sure THEY missed out on her presence since they dont' know her. ugly poo fetish asshole.

Saturday, January 24, 2004

hey so do you guys wanna keep our cooking day on the tuesday night?

because we're prolly going to see our KIDS on wednesday now! :D

so i think we can manage on tues if we cook really fast :P :)

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

err! i'm here :D

... And Prince *unnamed* (who is very dark and mysterious and tall*er*, intelligent and not to mention HOT :D)...

Monday, January 19, 2004

where are you joanna and kat?
dumdeedumm...

Saturday, January 17, 2004

... Prince Aladdin (who had just recently discovered his "princehood" and prior to which he had lived on the streets of Agraba. Needless to say, he was very rugged, street smart, and had an irresistable wild side),...

btw girls, who is this "Confidential"?

Friday, January 16, 2004

i wanna find one of our old group stories and post it up here haha

only ... not. :P well maybe. but change the names hahaha

we should start a new one. i will never outgrow kreazeless stories.

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

OOOh this sounds juicy what happened?

but if you mean someone taking something they heard you said and saying you were gossiping even though you werne't gossipping??then i understand... yeah yeah? okay.

GRRRR~

okay. i need to get over it.
ARGH!! How hARd is it for someone to comprehend something without twisting everything around!

Monday, January 12, 2004

u know what? i've wasted my time missing them... now i DON'T CARE! because u know....... THEY LEFT.... it's their loss
*bitter tone*
what did i miss today? socially, of course. haha

or in the morning that is... stayed home cuz i had a tummyache.

but i'm coming back to poopoo school in like half an hour.

Sunday, January 11, 2004

EWWW such an UGLY picture of me :P
i'm changing it soon as i finish my STUPID PIANO EXAM AND CHEM TEST AND PROJECTS : )
lol
lolz
so --- WAHHHH i'm formal dateless!!

but i am excited about the free bay makeovers whee :)

trying to get some pics up, change the pics if you want :P

Friday, January 09, 2004

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