i miss you girls....
yes i do realize two of you live next door....
but things have changed... u guys are still my best friends.... nothing's changed THAT.... but it just seems like... things are different from high school....

i dunno.... almost too much time for thought (as in... there is a lot of time to think... or there's too much thinking) when i talk to ppl here... it's like... i drain my head... when talking to people...
i miss the light conversations we had about nothing, because we COULD... not because we weren't intelligent enough to talk about other things... but because when we talked to one another... it was just comfortable to talk about the light fluffy things... and it was cool.
i just miss you guys....

i feel as i've suddenly floated away on another planet.... so detached...
jasy/kat- i HATE how our schedules don't match- i'm switching to arts :S
dora- become an electrical engineer... that's 8 stream >.<

hi i feel like it's been a while! :(

so i really need to get over him ... (let's keep "his" name anonymous here just in case) ... i dunno. i think i really read into things too much. every time i'm with him i feel like the most special person ever. but i think he just generally makes people feel really special and like he's paying so much attention to you whenever you're around him. but it's not jsut for ONE person. man. what a lucky girl taht'll be. *sigh* but yeah. i'm just setting myself up to be hurt.... must stop.

anyways i'm really obsessed with the song "This one's For the Girls" by Martina McBride and i thought of you girls. so here's some of the lyrics:

This one's for the girls,
who've ever had a broken heart,
who've wished upon a shooting star,
you're beautiful the way you are,
This one's for the girls,
who loved without holding back,
who dreamed with everything they had,
all around the world,
This one's for the girls.

makeover :P

improvements to follow ;)
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